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| starting over? |
[12 Dec 2006|02:27am] |
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I've had this journal since like fuckin' 10th grade or some shit and it's dead for the most part. A while back, I made a second journal that I was going to use for writing, but that saw like two posts. I've decided to dump this journal and use that one instead. I deleted the posts, removed all the friends on it and I'm making it friends-only.
I've never been friends-only before, but I'm doing it now because I feel there are people that don't particularly care and just go through the motions. I won't be offended if you decide not to add this journal, I'll understand. Just make sure you either comment on the first post there or contact me somehow so I know you want to be added.
Continue to follow my life at ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) roxaloxa.
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[25 Nov 2006|05:42pm] |
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My computer is being a bitch and is making ridiculous noises, so if I disappear from the world (aka AIM), my computer is dead.
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| it's something unattainable that you can't live without. |
[21 Nov 2006|11:11pm] |
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"Knock Yourself Out," Jon Brion |
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I forced Quinn to bring his Wii over to our apartment so I could play it on the projector. I started a save in Zelda and I was about four and a half hours into it before he had to go.
Dear Santa,
Give me a fucking Nintendo Wii and Zelda.
Thanks, Ari.
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| the last time i saw you, you turned away. |
[20 Nov 2006|02:27am] |
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"Make You Smile," (+44) |
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Hooooo boy, it's been a while.
I was so fuckin' adamant about using Vox for a while and then I just dropped off the face of the Vox planet. I kind of feel like posting in here again regularly because although Vox's software is much better in terms of capability... everyone is here. ;D
SOOOO I guess I'm back, d00dz.
The last real post I made was not in the best of moods, so I'll try and turn this journal around. I know LJ is the popular vent, but I rarely am so frustrated that I announce it to the lot of you.
LOTS OF THINGS HAVE HAPPENED I GUESS.
-New additions to the crew are Tatum and Andy. Jack comes around every now and then, but his favorite Naruto character is Sasuke and he hates Rock Lee, so we don't include him in things.
-I still don't have a job, even though I apply to places and call them and stuff. It's really annoying and I get bitched at because of it. I'M TRYING. >;O
-We still see Mike cause he's in one of our classes and we eat lunch together. AJ used to eat lunch with us, but hasn't recently, so we don't see him as much. ;[
-I don't own Guitar Hero 2 and it's a fucking tragedy. I'll be asking for it for my birthday (9 DAYS).
-Speaking of my birthday, I'll be turning 20 and it scares the shit out of me.
-Still don't have a license. ;x
-Spoot.
Okay, that's it, I suppose.
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| Roger Ebert = Douchebag |
[25 Sep 2006|03:18am] |
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No Regret Life, "Nakushita Kotoba" |
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I wrote a paper in my Intro to Media Studies class about how wrong Roger Ebert was when he said that video games are not art. I formatted it into a Vox post, so check it out over there:
How to Turn the Game Industry into Your Enemy
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| SNAKES, MOTHERFUCKER, YOU GONNA SEE IT? |
[17 Aug 2006|08:15pm] |
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m-flo, "Summer Time Love / Emi Hinouchi & Ryohei" |
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It makes me happy to read my friends page and see that everyone is seeing Snakes On A Plane tonight.
In my case...
Snakes On A Plane, Regal Atlantic Station, 10pm.
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| Vox Update |
[15 Aug 2006|05:15am] |
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m-flo, "宇宙のウオウオ / BOY-KEN & BLACK BOTTOM BRASS BAND" |
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I wrote a post over on my Vox that I feel is important, so you guys can check it out if you want. It's about what I want to do with my life and what I'm doing to start it.
Check-check-check it out, yo.
Post comments here, if you guys have them. I don't know how anonymous commenting works on Vox. Also, I have four invites available if anyone wants one. No more invites left!
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| So... |
[07 Aug 2006|11:26pm] |
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the pillows, "NONFICTION" |
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I know I've been saying I was going to start updating this again and everything, and I really do want to, but...
I recently got a Vox account. For those of you who don't know, Vox is a blogging service by the same people who do LiveJournal. There are differences here and there, but I really like the look and feel of Vox better than LJ.
So that'll probably mean less posting in here, unless I can figure out some sort of set thing where it's like "if it's _______, post on Vox, if it's ________, post on LJ". Oh well, we'll see how things go. No matter how active I am in posting on here, I'm always 110% active in reading my friends page, so don't remove me!
Shout out to any Vox users on my friends list that I haven't already added. Add me! I'm melon.vox.com.
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| Silly meme time! |
[05 Aug 2006|09:47pm] |
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HOME MADE KAZOKU, "HOME PARTY" |
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Comment with a picture (images.google.com works wonders) of any person, living or dead, real or fictional, that you believe I most resemble in personality, appearance, or both. Then post this in your journal and see who others think resembles you!
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| What else is LiveJournal for? |
[23 Jul 2006|02:29am] |
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The Blue Hearts, "Linda Linda" |
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I'm not particularly happy about much in my life right now.
I can't help but think of all the things that are wearing me down and just overall shitty. I never really had a problem with a monotonous life back in high school. I remember arguments of "LET'S DO SOMETHING DIFFERENT" and me being perfectly content with the same thing every weekend.
But starting sometime in 12th grade, I had some sort of internal revelation and desperately wanted something new. I decided to let my hair grow out to what it is now as something drastically different in my life. Following 12th grade was my freshman year at college, so there was another huge change. The thoughts of a boring and mundane life never surfaced again until recently.
I've been doing absolutely nothing all summer long, and while I'm a big supporter of doing nothing, I'm getting sick of it. I'm sick of trying to drown my boredom in random games. That's not my only problem though. I'm sick of being poor. I'm sick of having to get school loans because we can't afford anything. I'm sick of my parents becoming bitter whenever I mention Atlantic Station because of how much it's going to cost us. And as for my love life? I'm sick of not having a girlfriend. I'm sick of being hung up over a girl. I'm sick of how our relationship seemed to get stronger when we couldn't do anything about it for various reasons. I'm sick of how it's been like this for over a fucking year. I'm sick of the fact that I'm sick of this shit because it just makes me feel like I'm not in control of my emotions. College? I'm sick of how unnecessarily hard my life is becoming because of losing HOPE scholarship and trying to get back on it. Driving? I'm sick of how my parents are pushing me to learn to drive, but both of them are too fucking busy to take me out. Work? I'm sick of working on my mom's website for the past few years and for infinite years ahead of me.
The only thing (read: ONLY FUCKING THING) I have to look forward to is moving in to Atlantic Station with my friends. Being with them is the only thing that takes my mind off of this shit and living there might open new possibilities for me to try and turn some of that shit up there around.
I feel so fucking useless right now. I've barely done anything productive all summer and now that it's starting to come to an end and I'm about to do something as big as move in with my three best friends, it's made me realize how the biggest changes in my life in the past two years were my fucking hair and college.
If you want the tl;dr version, "I feel like shit inside and outside."
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| Windows Vista |
[18 Jul 2006|06:08am] |
For those of you who have played with the Windows Vista beta:
Is there a way to make it so it stops treating me like a dumbass? Everything is designed to be "easy to use and access" but it's totally fucked with all the settings and options. I feel like my fucking grandma. I was able to disable all the stupid security shit, but I was wondering if there was like a magic switch somewhere. Hopefully you know what I mean by this. ;x
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| well i've seen black and i've seen blue. |
[10 Jul 2006|11:49pm] |
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lUiCTkB7XeY
I touched Tom Delonge of Angels and Airwaves (used to be in Blink 182). My hand is at the end. And Dan recorded it.
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM so awesome.
That was at the Taking Back Sunday/Angels and Airwaves concert. Head Automatica opened and I bought a shirt from them. The concert was awesome, even if I didn't know many songs. TBS's new stuff sucks, AAA's stuff is boring, and I basically only like Graduation Day and Beating Heart Baby from Head Automatica.
But it was still fun! AAA played part of Blink 182's "Down" and they also played Boxcar Racer's "There Is" (which is what he is singing as he is going down the aisle in the video.)
Happy.
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| californiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa |
[07 Jul 2006|02:01am] |
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UVERworld, "D-tecnoLIFE" |
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I've been in California for the past week and a half for a The Pillows concert and for Anime Expo 2006.
Both rocked my balls off.
I'm home now!
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| beta BAD |
[23 Jun 2006|05:55pm] |
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m-flo, "Astrosexy / CHEMISTRY" |
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What's up with sites wanting to completely change their layouts and whatnot? LiveJournal is going through it and now last.fm has a new beta out for subscribers (I'm in that category because I got a free month as compensation for the cluster I am on being fucked) and in all honesty, I think it's shit.
Here are some screenshots: red color style and black color style. They now have this picture collage that forms based on your weekly artists, and they do the same with recent tracks played. I don't see why they can't just modify the current one instead of doing a brand new look.
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| Stomach Virus '06 Update |
[21 Jun 2006|06:16am] |
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I'm feeling better. I was able to eat today without throwing it back up!
I still feel nauseous most of the time though, so that's no good. I'm supposed to be going to the doctor tomorrow... but I don't know what time. I wonder how they are going to test me. I don't feel like giving a stool sample.
Kelsie apparently got melon rum just for me. I want it so bad. ;[
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| posting from mom's computer upstairs |
[20 Jun 2006|02:45am] |
I could hardly sleep cause of how nauseous I am and I've thrown up twice since, with the last one being one of the most painful things ever (i'm talking about almost crying). I woke up my parents and they said:
dad: "Tell Kelsie you aren't going tomorrow."
mom: "If you're better by tomorrow night, you can go on Wednesday, but... I'd feel a lot better if you didn't go. Maybe I should take you to the doctor tomorrow."
Kelsie, I'm really sorry but I'm gonna have to try and come on an early flight on Wednesday, assuming this fucking thing goes away. Or maybe if I'm lucky, I can still come tomorrow since that good flight is at the end of the day. I'll check flights tomorrow. ;[
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[19 Jun 2006|10:08pm] |
ugh, I fucking threw up again after I ate dinner. My parents think I have a stomach virus or something but I have no idea what the fuck it could be from. My dad was sick for a few days last week, stomach issues, maybe there's something my mom is cooking with?
And now my parents are saying they don't know if I should go to Vermont tomorrow. Wow.
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